Meaning mapping in the face of shock

Shaina Cantino, MFA/LMT
4 min readApr 21, 2020

No one in the house heard the crash, but the tree certainly fell. My car caught it.

When everything started shutting down for Covid-19, I hastily bought a one way-ticket to be with my partner and I left my loyal Honda Civic parked at a friend’s house. Last week, when my partner suggested I save money and pause the car insurance, I said, “But a tree might fall on it.” Whaat?! This is how, so quickly in the after-shock of loss, meaning wriggles in. My brain hastened to retrospectively illuminate all the cues that led up to this moment. I remembered how vulnerable it…

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Shaina Cantino, MFA/LMT

Craniosacral & visceral manual therapist on stolen Nipmuc & Pocumtuc land. Her performance & teaching explore interconnection, imagination & perception.